
Recycling
Jon Erii 2017
When I die, my earthly body
will burn and poof disappear.
Or host small creatures who
can enjoy a human meal.
The show - life, must go on
until someday when a fiery
sky eradicates all of life
here on Earth, that is.
But what about my soul?
My thoughts, my memories,
lodged in neurons, floating
through pathways like creeks
assembling into a crescendo
of thoughts, desires, music,
the sweet scent of a woman,
from an afternoon, time past.
Will I continue to live on?
The soul’s strange particles,
jumping, no time to spare,
into one of the endless copies
of me in a multiverse as if
nothing had happened -
although I am dead here
in the one we call present.
Have I died many a time?
When I was four, falling
under the ice on the lake?
Or when that car came
right at me, and I ditched.
Did I have that heart attack?
I thought so - or did a flight
never reach its destination.
Maybe I will go on forever,
to eternal life, which sounds
scarier than death itself.
Imagine time standing still,
a billion years without
silence, surrounded by all
the people who have ever
lived and died on earth.
The mystery of the beyond
is rationalized through a
myriad of myths and faiths.
But I wanna know. I am
entitled to an explanation
after my last breath, when
embers slowly turn dark
then into ash, then soil.
Truth is - every atom in my
body will for eternity spin,
joining countless diverse
types of perfect life forms,
guided by nature’s wisdom.
Death is but recycling
the essence of all things
giving birth to perfection.